Princess Fantasy

2008-03-29T07:47:00.000-07:00

I am so bored that I had actually published three posts and this is the fourth. I must be mad. LOL. K see ya.

2008-03-29T07:35:00.000-07:00

擦肩而过的那一瞬间
双眸不敢对视
好似陌路人般
几年的感情
却沦落到这不堪的田地
他停下脚步
回了头
望着她离去的背影
心中涌起了莫名的酸楚
原来一切也不过如此

Birthday

2008-03-29T07:27:00.000-07:00

Oh yea, another thing. THANKS to all, who remembered my b.day. Your gifts and b.day wishes. Thank you so much. Angela, Ansabel, Cheryl, Corliss, Huijun, Jean, Ruijun, Sophie, Wanching, Wanling, Weiying Weizhen and Ziji. Should be all. Thanks to ya all. I know it is rather late to post a thank you letter. However, better late then never. LOL. Let's make it a simple and sweet one. I love all the presents. YAY. LOL. Gifts rocks the house. Thanks a million. Love ya all. :-)

Bad Day

2008-03-29T07:07:00.000-07:00

I went to take my IC photo today, ohmygod, it sucked real bad. The photographer, or I should say machine, totally sucked like hell. It was taken so abruptly and fast, like within minutes. Gosh. Regardless of how my mum consoled me, telling me IC photos were like that, but I still could not accept the reality. It really looked like a pile of shit. I know that some of you might be thinking, you are already one. It doesnt really matter if you have a nice or ugly photo taken. So why are you here grumpling non-stop like Grumpy from Snow White and the Seven dwarfs. But but but, who can tolerate such IC for like 15 years. Fortunately, ICs will not be frequently used, or else i will really cry my hearts out. Alright maybe not that worst, but still probably . With that, I was so reluctant to show my photo to the person who would be doing my IC. Hai. I told my mum to keep this pathetic three photos and my going-to-get IC. I wanted to complain here for all I could first, I think complaining in front of friends will be rather trivial and acting like a nuisance. It is like making a mountain out of a molehill. Wadever. I will end my complains here. LOL. Acting like some aunties. Oh, I forgot. I had some real nice lyrics and I will post it some day for all to see. Blogging kills time. I am not that bored now. Returning back to my book, bye all.

take a leap on this very year

2008-02-29T04:57:00.001-08:00

ALright people, I am back on this very special day, 29th February 2008, which is the leap year. I feel a strong need to post today, cause again it is the leap year. And another need to catch the movie, The Leap Years. It is really a must watch. COrrection: A must watch to me. LOL. Anyway, back to this movie, which is a story taken from Catherine Lim's, A Leap Of Love, is a touching and rather bitter show. I shall not spill the beans, but I will type a little bit. Li-Ann, falls in love with Jeremy, who is some guy that she met in her dreams. This vague blue image about him. Anyway, jump jump jump, to my feelings. LOL. She waited for him till the next leap year anyway, that's why this makes it bitter and sad. She believed in true love. Back to what I was thinking, would someone be willing to wait for a stranger for four years just because they fell in love and had this promise. Quite impossible ah. And the thing is, Li-Ann met Jeremy at 24, started waiting for him for 12 years and finally received a reply from him. You see, she has wasted her youth on this guy, and she is madly in love with him. Very unbelievable, I think such people will only exist in stories or fairytales perhaps. The waiting itself was already a rather lonely and uncertained journey that Li-Ann had to face, they met obstacles and yes, confirm will cry. But I don know why cl didnt cry.LOL. She said that it is not that touching. Haiyos, I thought she cried buckets. LOL. Anyway, by watching this show on this very day, the leap year, is really very meaningful. At least, it is a leap year to be remembered. LOL.

The saddest thing- I am NOT very happy with my results. Those crap answers that I wrote got me crap marks and percentage too. I didnt prepare and slack like hell. I am afraid of the aftermath. Acid lava volcanoes had violent eruptions. Oh my god, I know no link, but can try to figure the link out. LOL. Anyway, I tried to 'enjoy' today and face the music later. SADDED, and bye

2008-01-17T22:45:00.001-08:00

Alright, I am back here. I am going to not make this a dead blog, but it hink it is rather hard. Who can like constantly update their blogs?! Once, I tried keeping a diary, those cute cute cartoon books. First page, filled with those long crap. But after that, haiyos, nothing but blank pages. That's why it is a hard task, but I do see perpectual bloggers. For e.g, WanLing, her blog is like so fascinating with stories and of course her feelings. She talked about profound things, like egoism, part of the chimology text, LOL. But still, it made me stop and think. I should set her as my target or sth, LOL. Anyway, let's talk about my school life, seven days at school, filled with nothing but boredom. You really need your friends with you,or else, it is really damn bored. And, I just found out that, it is hard to keep your hatred for someone. Firstly, of course it is bad for we, girls. You will get older interms of mentality not physically or maybe perhaps that, well, very contracdicting, but do get my point. Just don't hate someone, it is really hard. Just let it go, but it is also just as hard. Alright enough of this, back to sth happier than this, SCHOOL today, LOL. Friday, had this chem spa, haiyo, that paper chromatograghy didnt even work lorh, need to go back some other time to do. SADDDED!!! Then, we had recess, i was talking with cl, and of course X appeared out of nowhere and talked to us. X wanted to do some crazy things to Y, then Y was behind us. OMG, really man, I was damn malu. But Y dont seem to know. LOL. Still, not bad. LOL. During PY, learn the tangent thingy,I dont reall under physics lorh.I am rather scared, later dont have time to study. I am going out tmr for a shopping spree[shld be happy], BUT, haiyo, I keep worrying about my physics, chem, history, geo,BLAH BLAH. CANT even shop with a calm mind. UGH, shld have went to buy before the sch reopens. HAIYA!!! I will talk about some other things tmr, if I have the time. TONS of things waiting for me to complete. HAIYOYO!!! BYE BYE!!!

IM SO BORED

2007-12-16T23:57:00.000-08:00

yea, finally managed to get in here. anyway, this holiday is rather boring. nothing to do at all, so bored. there is string tmr, and wanling will not be there. she is going to vietnam tmr morning, must rmb to sms her. BON VOYAGE! yea anw, back to here, why i wanna blog, cause i saw so many people blogging, then haha, i wanna blog. simple and nice. LOLS. oh and i am going to my school bag soon, looks forward though, the only thing yea i can look forward. AND my school homework,hellish, haven even complete all lorh, left with six more news reflections, two chinese ones, zha ji, eng compre two passages and MATHS. incredible, maths, i am so stunned when i saw it, crazy!!hai, cant blame anyone but myself, sickening,UGH. oh yea that's all, so bored, that's why i came to blog. but anw my revival, i don think anyone will know. LOLS. hellish. keep crapping. k bye.

2007-03-26T02:23:00.000-07:00

nth much happened today...but i was pretty angry during one of the lessons...then after that very unhappy lesson...jiaying showed me sth that made me lmao...she wrote the script for the IT thing...and it was so hilarious can...she really has the sense of humour in her...it was really funny...just use a lil imagination and you will be there...laughing your heads of man...haha...came back home...and founf out that i lost my neoprint...><...so sad...i want my neoprint...it was quite well taken...but now it is gone...hope i can find it back...and i heard a lot of things about my dear viola section...hope everything will be fine...and nobody will ever laugh at them...i will always be there to root for all of you...jiayou...don give up...love you all...<333...and i think that is all...KKaes...gtg...buaiis all...have fun...

2007-03-16T06:28:00.000-07:00

A BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYBODY...my seniors...JIAYU JOYCE HUIJUN WEIZHEN...three musketeers...WANLING CHERYL...thanks for the cake and the gifts...ANGELA ANSABEL...thanks for the lovely presents...I LOVE MY PRINCESS MIRROR TOO...THANKS...IMAPRINCESS for todae...HAHA...LOVE YA ALL...my special day...TAHNKS AND THANKS...and also THANKS to all my friends who smsed me this morning...and my lovely cousin YUANSHEN...and my audi kor...LOVE YA LOADS TOO...JEAN CORLISS...KAIXIN ZHANGXIN...for msn...LOVE ALL OF YOU...omg...im so emo todae...i love eveything... iloveiloveiloveilove...my gawd...TODAE IS A DAY FULL OF LOVE...im so happy...one last thing is...HAPPY BDAE TO HUIYI...the princess of the day...lovelovelove...

2007-03-15T18:40:00.000-07:00

though im like 2 days late...coz of my hectic shedule...but im still gonna post about the gathering...it was fun...i think...but there were five ppl missing at the start of the gathering...they went to vivo on their own...and we cannot find them so left with only me.cl.yq.kevin.tobin.charlotte.zx.kx.ian.amanda.First...we went to take the skyride and luge ride...yq suggested that the last person to reach will have to be buried in the sand...so the skyride was really very nice...the scenery was so beautiful...and our DEAR charlotte was screaming her lungs off...it was such a nice ambience...and i thought i was near the abbatoir after i heard her screams...l0ls...then took the luge back...fortunately i was not the last one...but i was pretty slow...cause i got jam up at some parts of the route...came int like second last...and the last one was CORLISS...but we didnt bury her in the sand...instead we buried CHARLOTTE...i got a pucture of her too...we had a lot of fun...splashing around with the water...and dumping ppl into the sea...then our DEAR charlotte...DUMPED me into the SALTY sea...omg...im like so wet and salty...like a salty fish...i was not only wet...i was DRIPPING wet...soaked to the skin...then i wanna dumped her...but failed...cause i don have that strength to dump her in...i was like pulling her with all my might...and she didnt even move that much...and got dump AGAIN...TWICE...and i found out...i had sand in my pockets...and i brought them home to see my mummy...haha...after that...went back to vivo to have lunch at long johns...had funt here too...talking to kevin about chemicals...he is pretty smart...then he was like picking on tobin's food...and it wasnt the chicken all anyhting...it was the crumbs...i was like laughing my head out...l0ls...then ian and charlotte sat on another table...cause there wasnt much space left on our table...had fun anw...went to see the dogs...planning to go where next too...then we went back to sentosa again...took the cable car back...the scenery was so scenic...but it was pretty scary at the start...then arrived at sentosa...went to images of singapore...there were ppl there scaring us...cause there were a lot od manequins there...and these ppl fake themselves like manequins...they don move...until you are near them...they will move and say...WELCOME...and that scared the living daylights out of me...i was like so frightened...but it was quite fun...then went to Merlion next...went to the top of its head...and enjoyed the scenery once again...went to Under Waterworld next...there were a lot of marine animals...i just cant believe my eyes...it is really wonderful...and i took a lot of pictures...after that...we decided to go bck to vivo for dinner and go back home after that...and tada...WE WALKED BACK TO VIVO...though it was very tiring but it was really fun...then my legs were breaking when i arrived at vivo...but i think it was good for my health...can train my stamina...l0ls...then ate a bowl of fish soup bee hoon and beancurd for my dinner...got back home at around 8.50...it was pretty late...luckily my mummy didnt scold me...i had a bathe and ended my day...gtg now...bb..

2007-03-13T02:03:00.000-07:00

going to sentosa tmr...i think there will be loads of fun barh...meeting a lot of people...friends...loads and loads of them...cnt wait to see zhangxin and kaixin...but the meeting time is like so early...i want more sleep larh...haix...but i still wanna go there...gathering means...you will get to see a lot of ppl...and there are some ppl whom i really am curious to see...like...l0ls...not telling...the last gathering was not bad...went to sentosa too...this gathering will focus more on vivo...i think...anw if they go vivo...i don think i can shop there larh...so ex...haihaihai...but it wont be a harm to check those stuffs out...l0ls...i will like the idea of going to dhoby...i wanna take neoprints...l0ls...kidding larh...but hope so...or else take on my bdae...also can...l0ls...im so excited...excited excited excited...l0ls...kkaes...gtg now...have fun ppl...

2007-03-13T01:54:00.000-07:00

为什么
他不爱我
为什么
我还要拼命挽留
为什么
他要离开
为什么
我要难过
为什么
他要认识我
为什么
我要和他交往
为什么
他要让我伤心
为什么
我要默默地哭泣
为什么
为什么
假如
没有为什么
那该有多好

2007-03-11T01:48:00.000-08:00

疲惫
她已厌倦了这段感情
她好像放手
也许退一步
对他们都好
是该松手了
她要离开他的身边
她累了
好像好像
休息...

2007-03-08T17:31:00.000-08:00

这是第一次她感到痛苦
不只是哪来莫名地伤感
主使着她
卷进悲伤地漩涡中
永远找不到她要的幸福
永远活在悲痛的世界里
她已不快乐

2007-03-06T23:59:00.000-08:00

siansiansian...bored stiff...did nth todae...oh yea...i felt stressed up...got a damn lot of homework...and i could not take it...easily get stressed up...was in a foul mood...pulled a long face...and got all my math sums wrong...haihaihai...i really must admit that I HATE MATHS...hate it man...though it will haunt me for the rest of my life...but i don feel like caring a damn about it...algebra and more algebra...if i dont buck up for my maths and sci...i can never get into a sci class...a double sci one...never...ever...haihaihai...i don want to got to ARTS...don want...i think i need tuition...TUITION...i will go for it now...must buck up before everything is too late...went to cp too...bought a little bracelet for myself and XXX and jean...haha...don tell you who she is...it is her bdae tmr...so i will like to say an early HAPPY BDAE...nth much though...kkaes...gtg now...Buh-Byes...

2007-03-05T02:30:00.000-08:00

made a pizza todae...wasnt that nice though...i mean the whole thing...is not even near a quarter of pizza hut's standard...haix...my hardwork lehs...drained...i still find the spaghetti nicer than the pizza...got back my maths,sci,geo,eng,history,HE,chinese results...i thought i was going to fail my maths...luckily i passed, or else it hink im better off dead[no offence]...geo not b3 le...fortunately the teacher add my class work...or else...haix...sad ending...eng...also got add other things...so also increase...HE is like so neautral...chinese also got increase...and my sci...worst can...failed my CT...i hope my mum can accept the fact that im not cut out for maths and sci...im just not the type of person...accept that please...l0ls...after sch went for string prac at 4F...senior helped us...but i still played like shit anw...><...haix...auditions coming...and i cnt meet that standard...haihaihai...that is all anw...nth much...Bye Bye ppl...enjoy your day

2007-03-03T20:04:00.000-08:00

went to kbox ytd...and bugis street next...there was so much fun...i bought a pair of shorts and a shirt...i don think i have an expensive lifestyle...cause there are ppl who are much more crazy than me...im considered normal...i think...kbow was really fun...hope i can go there on my bdae...then go for another shopping trip...haha...im like so bored...auditions are coming soon...haix...i don want to go for auditions...i will not pass...i hate it...haix haix haix...goign to go and practise my viola...hope i will play the right sound...nth much to post...gtg now...BuaIIs

2007-03-02T00:20:00.000-08:00

got back my geo and history papers...geo was not wad i was expecting to get...so disappointed...the mark was a horrible mark to me[no offence]...i studied for the test...and the outcome was like so damn sad and again disappointing...i was expecting higher...and history was something that i can only dream to get...but i got it...and am very happy of coz...chinese was also unexpected...i never got such a mark in my life...i mean for my CT...it was always at EOY then i will get the mark...i am very happy for that too...just sad for geo...even if im bad at maths and eng...at least need to aim for my geo and history...and my geo had failed me...i hate you, geo...lil' brat...naughty geo...bring me down...and think sci will be next to kill me and followed by maths...then lit will be the finale...and you people will never see me...ever blogging here...l0ls...my mum will come hacking me someday...haix...so stress...the strings auditions is coming...deep in my heart i know i will never get in...even the seniors were like very hopeful and trying their best to help us...but i think i will fail them anyway...i cant imagine myself playing in front of the two teachers...i will get the jitters and that's it...i don even have to start playing...they will have me out of the room...how i wish it was mr wong...he looks much more nicer not that strict...mr lim and mr chua are pretty stern...i will try my best...cannot fail my seniors...especially jiayu...she is going to spend a lot of time on us...she has high hopes...strings was not bad today...but i have this problem...i cant play the right note...and it is really that serious...haix...sad case...audition's coming...so stress...i think will go for another shopping spree...my clothes are like just not enough...l0ls...and there will be a high possibility that i cannot go for the gathering...i really want to go l0rhs...can see all my p6 friends...and of coz the guys...see if they had grown taller or fattier anot...hope it will not crash with my strings...hope so...gtg now...bye bye ppl...

2007-02-27T02:33:00.000-08:00

science was a killer...my gawd...it was really damn hard...I mean I got a lot of careless and don-knows...I think I will either just pass or fail badly...I don understand a single thing about the diffusion thing...made me so confused...anw I know he is like going to win me...HE SI LIKE SO HYPOCRITE...if you were to FAIL BADLY then I should JUST GO AND JUMP OF THE BUILDING...HYPOCRITE...LIAR...lies...I hate it...LIES...cant be bother with him too...it will just bring me unwanted troubles and all...HYPOCRITE...I CANT STAND IT...maybe I should really jump off the building...and my life at the age of 14...and not face the world of untold truths and lies...*FUMING MAD*...after school...we went to CP to buy Jean's present...but our dear friend tag along...how can I buy you a bdae present...but anw we had fun...went back home after that...and was lazing till now...I HAVEN EVEN STARTED ON MY REVISION...chapters 1-3 fyi...had been lazing around at home...too tired...my eyes were practically closing when I arrived in school this morning...cant help it...oh ya...stil got another matter that I want to talk about...I watched a talk show just now...TyraShow...and was shocked by the cases of lil' girls feeling that they are fat...and apparently they are not...they are just really normal girls...AND THEY FEEL THAT THEIR FAT...that is like so shocking...I was like so flabbergasted...you see they are just lil' girls...age from 5-11...and they know where to like shed weight...some even want to hire a trainer...that is so exaggerating...but such cases do happened in America...it is really hurting to hear that...sad...hope they will recover from such eating disorders...and alos g00d luck for tmr's history test...BuaiiS

2007-02-25T03:05:00.000-08:00

it's gone
the feeling that I once had
the sensation that I once get
nothing's real
you had taken everything away
even that little fairytale of mine
cinderella's gone
snow white's gone
and you, my prince had long gone
it seemed that the whole world is collapsing
and darkness is soon going to descend
it felt like the world is going to end
everything is going to tumble
everything is going down
if I had not met you
things will not have turn this way
I will not be crying for you
I will not be that fool waiting for you
I will not...

2007-02-22T22:17:00.000-08:00

memories are meant to kept somewhere deep
somewhere that cannot be found and exposed
love stories are meant to be told
just like mine and yours
I recall of days seeing you by the park all alone
the lonely feeling that only I could feel
the sadness that one cannot expressed
it was only me that noticed it
the emptiness in your heart
the loneliness in your eyes
nobody said you were a good guy
but I was just attracted to you
we had great times together
those memories that I kept
those liitle things that I treasured
but you chose to leave me on this day
the day that I was erased from your memories
nothing could described my feelings then
you left me and I was all alone
they were right about you
but I thought you were not
I chose to keep those memories
and will forever have them in my mind
of the great times together
and the troubles we shared
to my memories
to you...

2007-02-22T02:27:00.000-08:00

came back from the string practice at SCH...that is like so stressed l0rhs...i cnt believe it...I was so tense...my g0d..I played like...don even imagine...it was just plain horrible...I cnt get the notes right...and it came out like all so wrong...the sound was weird..and haix...it was just terrible...how can I go for syf...this standard...also not enough l0rhs...I wanna go d**...my g0d...then nth much happened at school...left early because of the practice...morning was still 0k...nth much...it was just queer...and ya...I choked while drinking water...and still g0t ppl laughed at me l0rhs...so bad...I was choking like h**l man...and the sight of it was just so not appropriate and elegant...it was just plain hideous...hai...alwaes happened on me derx...all those embarassed moments...dunch feel like telling you all another one...but it was still fine in sch...hope I will passed my subjects with flying colours...ESPECIALLY MATHS...I hope to get 60...if you all had read my past post...my I think it will not happen derx...my mummy is so gonna come killing me...and I wanna PASS my geo and eng...tmr got the test l0rhs...so sad...still g0t eng hw...hai...gtg now...BuAiiS ppl...

2007-02-20T23:33:00.000-08:00

common test is coming soon lerx...that is like so sad l0rhs...i dunch want this to end...i hate exams...my god...this is going to kill me man...my maths is like so bl**d bad...and if i don get a 75 for my nxt test[high possiblity that I wont]...im like so dead...btw..my mum dunch even noe i nearly flunk my math test...that is like so dead...and todae was like so worse...everything like so not in place...so queer and weird...and i sang for the whole afternoon in class...poor jiaying...euu noe she had to endure that...and then the cny hols...i went visiting for the first dae...got so many ang paos$$$...then went to my grandma house and play black jack and the biggest two...so cool man...but we did not bet...we were not allowed to...then finish up the goodies...so yummy can...i love my clothes...but my aunt said it was too mature...but i dunch think so l0rhs...maybe i can wear out someday and ask for ur opinion...so tired...i don want exams...i just wanna rest all day...and don even wanna think about homework...especially MATHS and string practice...im getting lazy each dae...I so don wanna fail my maths><...nono...

2007-02-14T01:11:00.000-08:00

todae is valentine's day...my god...so many chocolates...[that means im so popular larh]...l0ls...got mars and hershey marshmallow from cheryl...kisses almond from wan wan...ferero rocher from jeanIE...tobelerone from corliss...then some other choco from seniors and ZIJI gave me yupi apple...and of coz i got chocolate from someone...but im not going to tell you who gave me that...haha...it's a mystery...BUT i dunch like ferero rocher...i DUNCH like nuts...so i dunch noe wad to do with the PASSION...but still a big thank you to YOU and the others...making my day...it's so fun l0rhs...but got bad news...i failed my maths...and JUST passed my eng...i told you that im slacking...plus flunking><...hope that common test can pull me up...and i can buy another new dress and skirt...AND THAT CUTE TOTE BAG...haha...kkaes gtg le...have fun ppl...BuaIIS

2007-02-13T04:53:00.000-08:00

valentine's day is coming...another lonely day...this year no luck leh...no guy...no date...no flowers...no chocolate...just another day...will there be a surprise...hope so l0rhs...going back to ncps on fri...my god..im so hyper and excited...mr heng...i wanna see him soon...then we are going to go bugis...if im n0rt wr0ng...or as planned...i am going to buy that bag...and persuade my mummy to buy another skirt for me...and that OP shorts...that is a must have...FBT too...so many things to buy...sad thing is...common test is coming...that is so fast...im afraid i wont have much time to revise...fyi...im slacking like a pig><...hope to get back my normal self...get back on the tracks...cnt afford to fail anymore tests...IM SO AFRAID of maths...dont fail...i confirm will die...and must win that ian tan...strong competitor....last of all...HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY...BuAIIs all...pls tag arh...all because of you all then i blog...so pls TAG...ty all

2006-11-22T16:46:00.000-08:00

im back....ppl keep ask me to write on my blog....i will do so now....this special moment, at 0847, im gonna write about the chalet....even though it's like a week or more ago....but i still want to write....im gonna give you ppl the exact account....okaes....so the first day of chalet was like tt....we had a bbq session....and the fire(according to the teachers) was not very strong....hence the food tt were bbqed was not COOKED....OMG....but eventually the teachers helped to start another fire with the least materials they could find....there were very little fire starters left....the wind was strong....they spent quite some time to get it started....but by tt time we cnt ta han le....some already decided to go to macs le....WE (jean, geraldine & corliss) went there too, we were a little late though....coz they went there without us....we had MCFLURRY there....niceee....but we didnt went to the arcade coz it was too late le....we came back to the chalet....the boys came into our room to play games like uno, black jack(i think)....truth or dare....and many other more games....the fun part was when we played truth or dare....we took a pic of him wearing a pink headband....LOLs...tt was so funny....then we stayed up for the nite....becoz of the bet with samuel><....we planned to catch the sunrise de....but unfortunately....we didnt lorh....sad sia...then i went to have a short nap....then got caught by samuel....lose le....so sad....in the end the winner is corliss and samuel (i think)....they the pro lorh...they still want to stay up for second day lorh....want to noe wat happened (ltr then tell you)....so we went to have macs breakfast...the boys(samuel they all)....stayed there for breakfast....we bought takeaway lorh...coz jean want eat mee siam....and it was not nice(according to jean)....this is seceond day le horh....then we had a girl talk....a short one larh about cca de....then heard tt they are planning to rent bicycles....got problem le....wayne i think don hv money...need to go back to take....so while waiting for him....ALL the ppl came into our room and played black jack....isella was the banker....at first she was losing....but in the end she won a lot...and of coz we lose a lot larh><....then at the very very end....we got our money back....so the situation like was so neutral....like no profit or lose???? i will start another paragraph....then they went to rent skates and bicycles....b4 tt we went to eat with the guys(samuel, tai yun & de han)....then i so greedy lorh eat until my stomach pain><....then i didnt rent any bicycles or skates....coz i don noe how to use them><....sad sia...need to learn le....it's time for the princess to spread out her wings and soar up into the blue sky....but b4 she do tt...she obviously needs to noe all those basics like swimming and cycling....or else how can she join her ppl....(tt's crap though)....i think it was fun though...i was trailing behind geradindine...then met sam they all(qian hui and gladys)...they skated with us....then we went back to the chalet...saw 1I ppl...they came for their chalet....i think they borrowed some materials from us...nth much though....my stomach so pain lorh....sad...then waited for jean they all in the chalet....in the nite...we went out for dinner....and we were all asleep by like 1 or 2 am barh....nobody can ta han le....all go sleep le it think....but b4 we sleep we played murderer....i was so tired le lorh....then played the game 'wo de yi mao qian zai na li'....so funny....then went to eat maggie mee....isella they all helped to make hot de....then finally go to sleep le.....the next day....the person come and check....then found out tt there are sth missing...then we need to pay><....then she saw the table got scratch marks....like so-not-our-business lorh...also not we do de....she called another person to check....maybe they are in cahoots de....then went for lunch at downtown....and went back home....haha...i love chalet...so rox...buaiis...gtg now

GONE

2006-10-22T05:22:00.000-07:00

haiz...i am in big trouble le...the teacher just would'nt want to release me...wt...no use de if he dont want release me...he so bad lorz...i just want him to free me to a wider horizon...where i can do the things that i ENJOY...and earn my cca points...but he just would'nt let go...what's the use if you keep a student that does not have her heart in the cca...it's like so da**...hate him lar...making my life so miserable...tensing it...and soon near to destruction...it is all his fault...the big baddie...plus two more...trouble makers...hate them all...for ruining my sec one life..and so on...i hate myself now...for choosing the WRONG path...it's like self destruction...no one will pity you de...i don need sympathy...but what i want is a glimpse of hope...but i think it will not happen...i am condemed...i think...all my fault...and that person's fault...not willing to lighten my life...i so hate myself...really...if there is really no solution or a conclusion...i think i will keep pon my lessons...no choice...he forced me to do tt...HE is the murderer...the destroyer...i am gone...really gone...no more huiyi...ppl don miss me...buaiis...

2006-08-29T02:31:00.000-07:00

i am so frustrated lor...hate all thieves in maple regarding you are a bandit or assasin or whatever...i don care...i just hate all of them...(except for some...like corliss and jean or other people that i know is a thief)..or else i hate them all...they think their like so superior...anyhow call me the f-word...and said i stare wat stare...come on lar...the eyes in maple only position at that direction..you think u are shuai ge meh..must i si ding zhe ni....then..another thief come and chase me away when i am in the cave..didnt even say cc pls..just called me to get lost plus the f-word..wah lao....how can they do that...so i cc lar...but i very buay song...then got another thief come and ks me....when i was the first one in the cave..wah kao...how can they do that...then after that..kana defamed by another thief...wah lao a noob come and defame me...wth....cant believe it man...hate them all...to the core...jean said that i should not be that work up....it is just the beginning...she had the experience and told me about it....totally pissed...this very first time so suay...it happened on two consecutive days somemore...and it is all done by the "lovely" thieves in maple...hate them all...typical people...blehz...
After all those scolding...tell u about what happen today....went to pm to buy the vegetable pizza...it was really ex lor..but it was worth it lar...the whole thing was a little bland....but overall it was still yummy...worth the try...this was introduced by jean...haha...nice anyway...yummy...then corliss was so angry with someone who me and jean was also angry with..we detest her lar..to me still ok..but still there is this little hatred there...don really like her...haiz...so political man...don talk about it liao...then went home with jean....poor thing leh..corliss..i was partially wrong too..haiz...sorry...got to go le...bb pals out ....end here le bb

2006-08-27T00:11:00.003-07:00

im sick...haiz...maybe cannot go school tomorrow...MAYBE...feeling all so weak...haiz....cannot eat Boost or Crunchie.....haiz...die liao...living like a half dead person with a voice like a frog...gosh....what have i become...it does not matter anyway....i want my voice back...and my body to be well again...then i can have me boost and crunchie....haiz.....bei ai ar....life like a zombie...haiz.....nothing much to write...just want to share some info...pluto is officially out of the nine planets...haiz..poor little thing...it was written on yesterday's newspapers...haiz...coz it's too small.....does not fit in the criteria...haiz...and regarding about the Mars thingy...i am not really certain about it...perhaps it may be a fake one or maybe it's true...i will wake up anyway...to catch this scene(or should it br phenomenon)...anyway will end here liao.....and the poems will be published again on tues perhaps....if i have the time....training maple like siao...and it's so laggy...haiz...bb pals out there...gonna find a way to heal it......bb

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2006-08-26T07:02:00.000-07:00

haiz....newspapers and more newspapers...why must i read them...haiz just don understand them...don feel like reading...feel like playing maple....haiz..Mr R...is not log in yet..haiz...im lost in this big world..please bring me back to my fairytale world...wrong dimension..i think..lol...anyway i come and post liao...so people must also come and tag and support me lar...today went to angela's house do lit. project...so sian..hate mrs rajah leh...why need to do project...haiz...and now i have a sorethroat...that means no boost or crunchie for me....and my voice will be like a frog croaking...haiz..looks like i have aged right..keep on sighing....maple is real laggy today...picking up things is one...even killing is a real problem...what is happening to my DEAR maple...cant live without it...haiz...the world has turned up-side down...haiz...MR R is still not log in...bye pals out there....ending here..

2006-08-18T00:42:00.000-07:00

today got history and science exams...they were both ok...not as bad as maths and literature...gonna flung those two man..dying..i think...ytd went back home with corliss and jean...it was pouring heavily...and we decided to share the only umbrella...it was like three people squeezing under a pathetically small little thing...we were like all soaked to the skin lor...jean said that can go and pai shampoo advertisement...lol...then we were like giggling and laughing all the way to the traffic junction there....we were so wet...i was ok..but corliss and jean were sooo wet...then corliss keep on pushing me when we on the road...she was like pushing and i was like telling both of them to come in..and our dear jean was giggling there...we thought of ansabel's umbrella and started laughing again...i swear that people will think that we are crazy man....like lunatics?!LOL...then went to buy chocolate...jean tied her hair into a bun...it was weird...both of them lokks like they were bathing...so wet..so shuang...haiz...also wanna be like them..but no choice..live so far...if i go back in such a wet state...wo hui sheng bing de....i wanna see HIM...so cannot afford to do so lehs....then saw so guys there...jean and corliss were very bad..they were like staring at me..waitnig for me...and tell me to finish the big bar of chocolate into my mouth...my teeth so pain..they are sooo bad..*sobs*..then i accompany jean...then we played with the puddles...her excuse was that since water is very precious...don watse it..play with water..there is no such chances...lol...my bus came....what made me angry was that tampines did not rain leh...i was so amazed man...not a single drop...i looked like a fish out of water...so weird....the experience ytd was like so meaningful lor...aiya people you have to picture the scenes hor..then can get the actual feel...so funny...lololololol.....

Chapter 2- You and Me

We are in two different worlds
Where neither of us know each other
You are the tall lanky guy
While I am the ordinary girl
I am always looking out for you
No matter where you are
It does not matter if you do not know me
It does not matter if you do not like me
I will always be there
A turning distance
Where you will be able to see me
At times when I am needed
I met you that day
You were just behind me
Leaning against the same tree as me
My heart skipped a beat
I wanted to tell you how much I liked you
But I did not had the courage
We were like a pair of parallel lines
Never will we meet
Never wil we know each other

*Author's note: This is quite short lehs...but hope you guys don mind

2006-08-14T01:56:00.000-07:00

nothing much happened today...it was perfectly alright...not until like afternoon...then things started to stir...its like quite bloody as i had to stay back for art...while i am having my geo and english tommorow...the com was laggy....the pic is not satisfactory...bloody....then went back but the side gate was lock...suay....the bag was so heavy...ms tang wants us to bring all of the books back home to "revise".....haiz...so heavy like carrying one fat man behind ur back...then after like ....walking about half the school compoud to the main road...the side gate is opened....again bloody...then took the bus and was like not balancing well as the bag was heavy....saw a cute guy on the way back home...nothing much...my life is like boring..very typical....not unique...and fariytale-liked....hope to have something dramatic to happen in my life...but what can you expect in a thirteen year old life.....hope to have someone who will be able to bring me to the bridge outside fullerton hotel for a scroll....*dreams and thoughts*...pls don wake me up just let me dream.....feel like penning down my thoughts down here...

Chapter One- The Meeting

Fate brought us here
You never know my existence
Nor I now yours
But I was attracted to you someday
And found out that you were not
I am always a turning point behind you
A distance this far
But what I could see are miles and miles
And obstacles that were not overcomed
You could see me just by a turn
Always there
Waiting for you
To let me be a part of you

Good and Bad

2006-08-13T01:10:00.000-07:00

I love my blog man...but my DEAR fren said that it was ugly...say i no taste...so sad leh.Credits to another DEAR fren who contributed HER precious time to me and made tis blog a reality...she rox man...she is no other than JEAN...a big hug to her...she saved me...but i will try to learn this skill all by myself....coz then nxt time no need to treat her...lolz...just joking...so...i will write and post as much as i can. So happy...but got sad news...looks like he will never have me in his eyes...sobs leh...so obsessed with that girl liao...i have no place...wish to quickly turn fifthteen...so there maybe a chance to be the same class as him...lol...so sad.I wanna say that i will never let anyone take my pic...wl post the most ugliest pic in her blog....no rights to tell her to stop that but really feel so angry,that pic really damn ugly.....aiya okie gtg bye everyone out there.....ty Jean....

2006-08-03T02:10:00.000-07:00

This is my second time blogging...i feel that i will have the determination to carry on writing...it's like today we got our History test and i scored ok...but the biggest worry here is that i haven hand in my history project...this's a miracle man....(my first time leh).Anyway the day got out fine...corliss got called out by miss pey for her socks....I don really understand why must the school always check our socks...i need enlightenment man....so it's like she a little unlucky....poor thing. It was a close shave for me....Then, there was practical...i almost got isella into trouble....but later it was certified that i was not the main cause...but i still feel guilty....sorry isella....I think that it must be the stupid broken mirror that got me into trouble and more trouble....there is nothing much to write leh...good news: I can download o2jam:)...ok end here, people out there bb.....

2006-08-02T00:35:00.000-07:00

Today is like fine, there are good news and bad news. The good news is that I got 20 marks for Maths class test. I thought I was going to fail that test...it's like so difficult...and its very obvious that i hate Maths...its a miracle that i passed that one.The second good news is that I started blogging now, on 2nd August.I don like this blog as there is no creativity, no personality and it's like 50% of the world are having the same blog TEMPLATE. I don like it ...i think a blog should be something that is unique...so all those PROS out there can you teach me how to create a sophiscated bog?!I think you know that my blog can be only seen by my friends...so i am also indirectly praising you guys(i hope the flattery works on you guys)Come save me sia.....anyone!!!Ok, back to the original text, i said that i got bad news right.... I cannot download o2jam....*crys and sobs* and......i don feel like writng on the second BAD news...looks like if i carry on....i will start writing those vulgarities like @#$@#......end here liao...i really wanna write but now not that angry and got no feel...bb every one out there....