Friday, March 02, 2007
got back my geo and history papers...geo was not wad i was expecting to get...so disappointed...the mark was a horrible mark to me[no offence]...i studied for the test...and the outcome was like so damn sad and again disappointing...i was expecting higher...and history was something that i can only dream to get...but i got it...and am very happy of coz...chinese was also unexpected...i never got such a mark in my life...i mean for my CT...it was always at EOY then i will get the mark...i am very happy for that too...just sad for geo...even if im bad at maths and eng...at least need to aim for my geo and history...and my geo had failed me...i hate you, geo...lil' brat...naughty geo...bring me down...and think sci will be next to kill me and followed by maths...then lit will be the finale...and you people will never see me...ever blogging here...l0ls...my mum will come hacking me someday...haix...so stress...the strings auditions is coming...deep in my heart i know i will never get in...even the seniors were like very hopeful and trying their best to help us...but i think i will fail them anyway...i cant imagine myself playing in front of the two teachers...i will get the jitters and that's it...i don even have to start playing...they will have me out of the room...how i wish it was mr wong...he looks much more nicer not that strict...mr lim and mr chua are pretty stern...i will try my best...cannot fail my seniors...especially jiayu...she is going to spend a lot of time on us...she has high hopes...strings was not bad today...but i have this problem...i cant play the right note...and it is really that serious...haix...sad case...audition's coming...so stress...i think will go for another shopping spree...my clothes are like just not enough...l0ls...and there will be a high possibility that i cannot go for the gathering...i really want to go l0rhs...can see all my p6 friends...and of coz the guys...see if they had grown taller or fattier anot...hope it will not crash with my strings...hope so...gtg now...bye bye ppl...