Sunday, October 22, 2006
haiz...i am in big trouble le...the teacher just would'nt want to release me...wt...no use de if he dont want release me...he so bad lorz...i just want him to free me to a wider horizon...where i can do the things that i ENJOY...and earn my cca points...but he just would'nt let go...what's the use if you keep a student that does not have her heart in the cca...it's like so da**...hate him lar...making my life so miserable...tensing it...and soon near to destruction...it is all his fault...the big baddie...plus two more...trouble makers...hate them all...for ruining my sec one life..and so on...i hate myself now...for choosing the WRONG path...it's like self destruction...no one will pity you de...i don need sympathy...but what i want is a glimpse of hope...but i think it will not happen...i am condemed...i think...all my fault...and that person's fault...not willing to lighten my life...i so hate myself...really...if there is really no solution or a conclusion...i think i will keep pon my lessons...no choice...he forced me to do tt...HE is the murderer...the destroyer...i am gone...really gone...no more huiyi...ppl don miss me...buaiis...